Frustrated

Sometimes I get SOOOOOOOO frustrated with my oldest. I just feel like she does not listen and is so busy doing other things. She does not pay attention half the time. I get upset at myself for getting so mad at her. It has gotten to the point that on more than a few occasions we are both in tears. She is vocal and willl tell me if I have hurt her feelings, although it is deserving sometimes I must admit, but even with Jesse sometimes I get SO mad and he is just a baby who doesn't really know any better. Maybe she just has cabin fever and me too as she has been home from school all week sick and not doing much of anything....oh well...just wanted to vent.